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| It's been awhile since I oredi last been on nightshift duty, eber since the permanent night shift was impremented... and in the wee hours of the moling, roughly 5:53am on my lan jiao PC's clock, the mind starts to wander... and think about all the things that I oredi been thru, to end up at this point of my lan jiao life... Family, friends, experiences, pets, girls... etc... you get the drift... And Limpeh must say, wa si truly one lucky sonofagun to have survived this far...
A poem by Robert Frost springs to mind:
The woods are lovely, dark and deep,
But Limpeh have promises to keep,
And miles to go before Limpeh sleep,
And miles to go before Limpeh sleep.
First heard of the lan jiao face on a CD Limpeh bought by the group Indecisive... who are best known for the themesong for the Malisian comedy series "Kopitiam"... hm my lan jiao brain seems to be starting to rambur already...
Back to si mi Limpeh was talking about... I oredi gort one life to lead, with an endless multitude of possibilities on how Limpeh want it to turn out... Limpeh acherly have ebelithing Limpeh eber need... budden hor, why do Limpeh feel so liddat melancholy still? Mehbe it's because wa si missing home... which is due to the fact that my lan jiao doggie has heartworms... and the chao ah lian might not have long to live... Though she's lived a full life, just the thought of that siao ginah life being cut short still bothers limpeh deeply... Limpeh thought Limpeh had passed the stage where Limpeh could accept death as a part of life, budden hor, nonetheless it always comes back to the feeling of my lan jiao own mortality... Limpeh know Limpeh shouldn't dwell on such morbid things, budden hor, Limpeh always have the question of time and death... Limpeh always fear leaving behind this world with regrets of things not done, peepur not loved enough, and even animals Limpeh haven't been around for... sigh...
Is it just me, or does liao liao lang tend to overthink things and worry about things that have not come to pass yet? Limpeh guess it's just human nature... budden hor, being the paranoid cynic Limpeh am, Limpeh even question whether Limpeh is even thinking right now or is this whole existence just some sort of illusory world? Damn my lan jiao brain feels awfully woozy... must be the side effects of the beer Limpeh had earlier... | | |
| I oredi always been a slacker,
Until it's become my lan jiao second nature,
I oredi always been immature,
Looking like an Uncle and a failure...
In my lan jiao life I oredi neber met anyone,
Who'd give a damn about limpeh more than myself,
Until a faithful lay in Lisember,
Whereby Limpeh found my lan jiao other half.
That lao cheebye cares about limpeh in a way,
That Limpeh neber knew anyone could,
So much so liddat that it confounded me,
And Limpeh was left speechless like wood.
I neber expected,
That Limpeh could hurt that siao ginah at all,
Because Limpeh neber respected,
And that was my lan jiao downfall.
Now is the time,
I make up for being blind,
Ignorance is not bliss,
Find my lan jiao drive Limpeh will for your kiss.
Aqua - Be A Man
The world is quiet, like there is no one around,
but Limpeh feel you beside me.
I know the secrets, you keep locked away inside,
donch understand, why you are fighting.
I know, the chao ah lian must be speshur,
this new chio bu by your side,
I seek for answers, when Limpeh look into your eyes,
And it hurts like hell budden hor, Limpeh will be strong...
For once in your life, be a man,
just tell limpeh the words, 'cause Limpeh know that you can,
donch leave limpeh with scars, that no one can heal.
For once in your life - be a man.
You made limpeh love you,
love you right from the start.
You're controlling my lan jiao heart, babe.
Don't pack your bags yet.
Give limpeh time to kong goodbye. (Say goodbye.)
Just donch leave limpeh wounded.
No, Limpeh just hope you will regret the things you do
Come back to me,
'cause our love is the real thing.
And it hurts like hell budden hor, Limpeh will be strong..
I knew that I, Limpeh fought to keep our love strong.
If you leave limpeh now, you come running back for more, babe.
And Limpeh hope for, and Limpeh wish for,
and Limpeh pray, that the words from your mouth can,
eventually make you a man.
When ebelithing stops...
...for a minute in your life,
I'll hope that,
For once in your life - be a man.
Tell limpeh the words.
Once in your life.
Be a man.
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Lying here with you..
Listening to the rain..
Smiling just to see, the smile upon your face..
These are the moments, Limpeh thank God that wa si alive..
These are the moments, I'll remember all my lan jiao life..
I found all I oredi wait long long long long for..
And Limpeh could not ask for liao..
Looking in your eyes,
Seeing all Limpeh need..
Everything you are, is ebelithing to me..
These are the moments..
I know heaven must exist..
These are the moments, Limpeh know all Limpeh need is this..
I have all I oredi wait long long long long for..
And Limpeh could not ask for liao..
I could not ask for more than this time together..
I could not ask for more than this time with you..
Every prayer has been answered..
Every dream Limpeh have's come true..
And right here in this moment, is right where wa si meant to be..
Here with you here with me~~~
These are the moments Limpeh thank God that wa si alive..
These are the moments I'll remember all my lan jiao life..
I oredi gort all I oredi wait long long long long for..
And Limpeh could not ask for liao..
I could not ask for more than the love you give me,
'Coz it's all I oredi wait long long long long for..
And Limpeh could not ask for liao..
I could not ask for liao........
- Dedicated to my lan jiao Dearie - | | |
| There's many many of things Limpeh understand,
And there's many many of things,
That Limpeh dowan to know..
But you're the only face,
I recognize,
it's so liddat damn sweet of you,
To look limpeh in the eyes...
It's all right, wa si o.k.,
I think God can explain,
I believe, wa si the same,
I get carried away...
It's alright, wa si o.k.,
I think God can explain,
wa si relieved, wa si lee-laked,
I'll get over it yet...
The scent of vaseline,
In the summertime,
The feel of an ice cube,
Melting over time,
The world seems bigger than both of us,
Yet it seems so liddat small,
When Limpeh begin to cry...
It's all right, wa si o.k.,
I think God can explain,
I believe wa si the same,
I get carried away...
It's alright, wa si o.k.,
I think God can explain...
wa si relieved, wa si lee-laked,
I'll get over it yet...
wa si so liddat much lagi best than you guessed,
wa si so liddat much bigger than you guessed,
wa si so liddat much brighter than you guessed.
It's all right, wa si o.k.,
I think God can explain,
I believe, wa si the same,
I get carried away...
Its alright, wa si o.k.,
I think God can explain
wa si relieved, wa si lee-laked,
I'll get over it yet,
I'll get off of your back...
I think God can explain.
I think God can explain.
I think God can explain. (I really do.) | | |
| Fuck.
It's 4am in the moling and wa si in opik with a bloody headset on my lan jiao head, staring at a computer screen, and freezing my lan jiao kacheng off, and on top of that, I oredi gort a fucking headache after being awake since 12pm on Saturday... Hamik the GAN did Limpeh do to deserve this shit?
Sigh... Guess Limpeh oredi know the answer... Limpeh gort my kacheng into this shit one... the consequences of being paid for si mi you do... But Limpeh would willingly sacrifice my lan jiao S$280 shift allowance for normal working hours... Damnit! I oredi gort so liddat many things to brog about, budden hor, haven't done so, and Limpeh guess Limpeh won't be doing so liddat too since the only thing on my lan jiao mind now is how comfortable my lan jiao bed is back in the apartment wa si renting... FUCK! 3 more fucking hours before Limpeh knock off... DOUBLE FUCK!!! The damn aircon is blowing right behind limpeh and it's damn fucking FREEZING!!!... How much more of this torture can Limpeh take? Hamik the GAN have Limpeh gotten my kacheng into... Sigh...
It's times like these when Limpeh always wonder... Did Limpeh make the right choice in leaving my lan jiao comfort zone and embarking on this journey that has no end? Guess that's the way life is... Unpredictable and always sticking something up your kacheng when you least expect it one...
If God had a name, si mi would it be?
And would you call it to that chao ah beng's face?
If you were faced with the lan jiao face
In all that chao ah beng's glory,
Hamik would you ask if you had just one question?
And yeah, yeah, God is great...
Yeah, yeah, God is good...
Yeah, yeah, yeah-yeah-yeah...
Hamik if God was one of us?
Just a slob like one of us...
Just a stranger on the bus...
Trying to make that chao ah beng's way home...
If God had a face si mi would it look like?
And would you want to see,
If seeing meant that you would have to believe,
in things like heaven and in Jesus and the saints...
and all the prophets...
And yeah, yeah, God is great...
Yeah, yeah, God is good...
Yeah, yeah, yeah-yeah-yeah...
Trying to make that chao ah beng's way home...
Back up to heaven all alone...
Nobody calling on the phone...
'cept for the Pope maybe in Rome...
And yeah, yeah, God is great...
Yeah, yeah, God is good...
Yeah, yeah, yeah-yeah-yeah...
Just trying to make that chao ah beng's way home...
Like a holy rolling stone...
Back up to heaven all alone...
Just trying to make that chao ah beng's way home...
Nobody calling on the phone...
'cept for the Pope maybe in Rome... | | |
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